RARE TRAX – 2001
1. WAR
A great harm under: seeking violence
The perceiving threat of fear and pain
Sanitizing the human flesh
Cities remaining will burst in flames
Don’t think they’ll limit mutilation
Or contain their distilling vision
About the only currency of the trade of human souls
The managing of machines gone mad
Nature stopped; done by our hands
Fading memories of defeat
If you hear the sirens you better wait out the WAR!
WAAAR!
Some solved their issues
Some are resolved we gladly give our rotting soul
To made up castles of belligerence
Kill thyself, the Anti-Christ
Fed into the tomb; innate machinery
Acid tossed to channel their thoughts
And to give them up to our skulls
Lights are all that we got left
Slashing into the human thought
And it’s guided by ill-direct
This how I wander into WAR!
Meeting our ends to sharpened lies
A poison will stop seeds in fertile ground
Humiliation in our side brain
As we all deform in the…
Swarming nascent WAR!
Living, breathing suicide!
Still we stare indifferently, waiting for reality!
2. CADAVEROUS MASTICATION
Here we are to stay
We all can see the purblind day
Assail the cause
Defray the ogre, the insubordinates
Restrained to live
Bring me home
Confronting mutants
We are bound to fall
Mortality we see today
Defrauds our dreams
Approachable to die
Sliced by their lies, secured morbidity
Restrained to live
Bring me home
Confronting mutants
We are bound to fall
How many of the judges place a bet on me?
What’s there to be?
Moribund irreverence
What’s there for us in this deranged society?
Insanity
Cadaverous mastication
Saturday
They have Saturday
Saturday
Now it’s Saturday
Saturday
They have Saturday
Saturday
Now it’s Saturday
Hwooargh! You are insane!
How can you let there be such cruelty?
You are insane!
Now it’s time for you to see
Here we are to stay
We all can see the purblind day
Assail the cause
Defray the ogre, the insubordinates
Restrained to live
Bring me home
Confronting mutants
We are bound to fall
We are bound to fall
3. SOVEREIGNS MORBIDITY
A stale organic cage. Incarceration
I’m in the stranger: me (Lost in corporeal insanity)
The user of my face: Beneath its guise I rot
A paradox in terms (I am now what I’m not)
Interconnected, fused
My words are its thoughts
I now share my self with my reflection
Straining to divide our twined formation
Duality within singularity
(I’m forlorn in my own withering soul
Racked by continuous waves of dissolution
My gemini mind the creator of the undulation
I strain to untangle these malignant bonds
To become again the one that I was)
Coalescence done, the merging complete
The sentence carried out. (I’m condemned for eternity)
The confluence, our interwound flows
Surges not to be fused. (Now combined, intertwined)
In this mental cage we absorb our selves
The only certainty is my suffering
My mind in constant pleas for an end to this concatenation
A struggle all in vain, we’re both the same
(A withering soul torn by the attempts of regeneration
My gemini mind the obstacle of my redemption
I strain to elude the face of my other self
To become again the one that I was)
Plug me in, reconnect me to my self
Plug me in, reconnect me to my soul
Gone are all my hopes, all my vain illusions
Deceived I dwell in me. In the core of my agony
I fade in this duress. I’m weakening
The one who claimed my front is now the claimant of my soul
(A withering soul torn by this antipolar mental integration
My divided mind a system split in two creations
I strain to reach the separation tools, to be again the one that I was)
Into the core of self, the neuro-axis, I fade
Within the fading core of self I am…
Gone-bound, lost, away, phased out, non-existing
4. DEBT OF NATURE
Here in this dark inferno
Don’t see the light from the sun
Moving in these sewers and alleys
Just wait until the end has come
There is no fucking reason to regret
There is no reason
For you to stay on his side
We die anyway
Here in this dark inferno
Don’t see the light from the sun
Moving in these sewers and alleys
Just wait until the end has come
There is no fucking reason to regret
There is no reason
For you to stay on his side
We die anyway
Is there another way in?
(Hey) the time is here now
(Obey) the war is still being payed
(Hey) the debt of nature
Some people choose to step aside
Pretend they were happy here
Maybe that’s how man intentioned
To die before the same old sin
We are in this dark time
We are still in the young day
Do they fucking realise
We are here to stay
Is there another way in?
(Hey) the time is here now
(Obey) the war is still being payed
(Hey) the debt of nature
Hey, stay with me
Need a break from my mind
Stay with me
I am here
Can we stay here for more
Yeah, stay with me
Get a break from my mind
(Stay with me)
I am here
Can we stay as one (stay)
Look, look, forms aren’t clear
Blood, blood, scattered in your head
Debt, debt, living unsure
Debt, debt, the sigh and roar
Here in this dark inferno
You don’t see the light from the sun
Moving in these sewers and alleys
Just wait until the end has come
There is no fucking reason to regret
There was never a reason
For you to stay on his side
We die anyway
Is there another way in?
(Hey) the time is here now
(Obey) the war is still being payed
(Hey) the debt of nature
Stay with me
Need a break from my mind
Stay with me
I am here
Can we stay here for more
Yeah, stay with me
Get a break from my mind
(Stay with me) I am here
Can you stay
5. BY EMPTINESS ABDUCTED
Isolation, memory blank
Mind, all there is just a distant sight of nothingness
Caught in despair, emotion pacified
The eye motionless, I’ve surrendered
I stare
I stare
I stare
Into a vision completely devoid of anything
Bordering reality, empty, except from
The voice of myself, words incomprehensible
While conception, too, lacking of sense
I sense
No sense
I sense
Trapped in this cave until I’m dead
I’m ripped of my senses, desolate
Unhelped by disabled eyes
Deceived by my own mind
Caged inside, blinding face
The essence of pain adopted
By emptiness abducted
Have I brought this suffering upon myself?
Is this my hell, my purgatory?
How I must have the need to amend?
How deep is it, the hole of my private hell?
I’m held
I’m held
In hell
I’m held
6. DON’T SPEAK
You spit at me invisibly
You thirst the sweetness of deceit
You shine your sickness vividly
You shiver of your bigotry
You infect me with your mouth and teeth
Your spirit-lending words cut through
Your self-perplexed thoughts exposed
Your history you claim is false
So you try to
Feed me the metaphors
Wicked game I cannot follow
Ignorance I cannot swallow
You insist to cause intention
An idiocy beyond comprehension
Pull the strings of a weaker mind
Build an army to lie inside
Scour me through your denial
And now you′re calling me a liar
So you turn to
Raise the flag of the prejudiced mind
Purging the swamps you claim to have erased
You revere a sickening past
A tally of self-inhumanity
I hear your words, the end of all reason
This is what you preach
See yourselves all enslaved
As one folds the pride depraved
You’re the self-acclaimed
Pure, clean master race
Your words, liquid stain
Splat into my face
Mortal the abuse
Impulse of your kind
Animosity substitutes for truth
Splintering of integrity
You think I′m weak, but I am strong
Pain to me none
7. ABNEGATING CECITY
Your words such unessential lies
Refract my barred up eyes
You all tell me I’m confined
In my ‘shell of hallucinations’
So try and make me realise
Break my secure enclosure
Just try and I know you’ll make me laugh
To hell with your damn comprehension
You belabour me for past and present mishaps
As if I had the might of alteration
You’ve had your trips into my brain
I know you begrudge
Now let me leave for my amenity
So you see, you whitecoated freak
I don’t need your allegations
Instead join me to sanity’s end
with my sweet needle of salvation
Increasing needs of my only friend
The one I trust
He runs in my veins
Hides me away under his soothing crust
Madness reigns
You’re no longer in charge of my alluring illusions
That takes me wherever I want
My malnutriated malice rises strong
And makes me the ruler of earth, wind and fire
As reality fades, I’m a king on clouds
The selfpity no longer runs in my veins
I’m a malevolent revelation
Please let me stay, give me more
Left out, dragged down into emptyness
Drowning in floods of misunderstanding
Why do you all look aside
You’re ripping my dignity away
Inside identity is leaking out
Realization is catching up on me
My needs bashes false immortality
Into my affected being…chaos
Cravings of delight
Slowly eats my soul
Trapped within myself
Defraying my own lies
Bewalling my demise
Deep penury…internally
I feel marred by errors, can’t you see
My desires are calling for me
The sovereign of abnegations
Swings his feelers for a new relation
Come, mesmerize my oppressive mind
Tear apart these vehement cravings
Give me something to live for, bring me back
From my purgatory of obsessions
Increasing needs of my only friend
The one I trust
He runs in my veins
Hides me away under his soothing crust
8. INTERNAL EVIDENCE
This could’ve been a good day to enjoy how life can be
But instead I wake up in myself
Look down ashamed to understand that we ignore insanity
We can’t wait for the problems to solve themselves
What the fuck happens here – Nothing
Slovenry, damn savagery – React
We’re slowly drowning in our own mistakes – Deeper
Drowning, breathing underwater – Death
Help…
I wish I felt much better, feels like I’m dying inside
By murdering this world we’ll all commit suicide
Search my mind for reasons to this uncured depression
This void of emptyness prevails
What the fuck happens here – Nothing
Slovenry, damn savagery – React
We’re slowly drowning in our own mistakes – Deeper
Drowning, breathing underwater – Death
Help…
Will someone help me
You know it yourself, nobody gives a damn
Why – Because our dreams are left behind
Wake
Numbed pain, I’m null, feeling ill… Internally
Truth gone, lies here, crushed life… Don’t interfere
I’m trapped, wiped out, I’m dead…Eternally
Mind closed, torn soul, life ends…I’m dying here
What am I doing here on this earth
Why am I still awake, has someone heard
What brought me here to this false humanity
Why am I bound to this deranged deformity
I’m dying here
9. CONCATENATION
A stale organic cage
Incarceration
I’m in the stranger: Me
The user of my face
Beneath its guise I rot
A paradox in terms
Interconnected, fused
My words are its thoughts
I now share my self with my reflection
Straining to divide our twined formation
Duality within singularity
Coalescence done, the merging complete
The sentence carried out
The confluence, our interwound flows
Surges not to be fused
In this mental cage we absorb our selves
The only certainty is my suffering
My mind in constant pleas
For an end to this concatenation
A struggle all in vain, we’re both the same
Plug me in, reconnect me to my self
Plug me in, reconnect me to my soul
Gone are all my hopes, all my vain illusions
Deceived I dwell in me. In the core of my agony
I fade in this duress. I’m weakening
The one who claimed my front
Is now the claimant of my soul
Into the core of self, the neuro-axis
I fade within the fading core of self I am…
Gone-bound, lost, away, phased out, non-existing
10. THE AYAHUASCA EXPERIENCE
[Instrumental]
